Today I am going to Andrew's third college swim meet, but the first one I've been allowed to attend.  I guess that sometimes we have to allow our children the space to grow and be comfortable without us.  It only helps them but it hurts in ways that confuse me.  I know that this is the way that life works. The whole circle of life thing, it's right, it's how it's supposed to be, it's good and it gives me this weird, kinda sick feeling in my stomach. 

 It's funny how this boy/man whom I enjoy spending time with can in less than ten seconds make me crazy, make me cry, make me laugh, and remind me how proud I am of him.

Well Andrew see you at the meet and remember "Keep Clam and Swim On"

Love you!